So whats good people...
first of all I would like to thank the people who sent me facebook messages in regards to my posting. Yes, I am okay everyone out there. You can reply on the page, I believe, you don't have to be a blogger member but anyway I appreciate the love any way I can get it. One comment in particular that really helped me put things into perspective was from a friend from the U.K. I won't post names... "Reading your blog-- Calvin, I think you should call "her" if you are still in love with her, 4 years is a long time for people your age... you can try to make things up, if you have understood why you blew it... I dont know why you two broke up and I am not really in favour of long relationships when people are young because oviously people change and then you end up together with someone who is not what he/she was in the beginning...but hey, maybe its not the case, dont let her go so easily if you love her and you are ready to respect that [...] " OK-- so that was some good advice... but when I do talk to this person things go awry very fast because I cant ever seem to manage to get the dark cloud hanging over my head to leave me. I have been through a lot over the weeks in order to rid myself but it seems that the more I try the harder things get. I understand that things will get worse before they get better...but damn.. I aint really got that kinda time ya heard? Love is fucked up and will make you do some stupid ass shit. I guess this is that "one who got away" story that I will sit back and cry to my grandkids about when I'm old, rocking my polo and boat shoes lol. Anyway, you know who you are, the kids got mad love for you...and am unfortunately taking way longer than normal to grow-up. I DONT WANNA GROW UP! It sucks.
On a brighter note, my man got an apartment next to the college, a half-house, sharing the other half with some senior girls and him and his roommate in the other half. Any who, the shit is going to be dope because yeah...his backyard is literally campus and we are going to be cooking out hella times.
Aside from the rocky love boat... I just want people to know that I am actually doing good. Way better than I have in a long ass time. It's kind of a bittersweet feelings because I can't be around the people that I would like too... but hopefully someday.
holla back and god bless...
be easy... & shoutout to my man Melky for hitting for the cycle in the win over the Black Sox. Yankees are steam rolling... (phillies too lol)...
Shoutout to the Ace
Postings coming to a screen near you, nukka.
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